i’m heartbroken.
i was told the other day that my boyfriend of six months cheated on me almost 3 months ago..he broke up with me, hooked up with someone and has since made me absolutely miserable. i feel like i will never be able to trust someone the way i trusted him..i was betrayed by my best friend..or my ex-boyfriend. we don’t talk anymore and he said he doesn’t care that we aren’t even friends. i never would have imagined that he would do this to me..never..
I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.
